tw / mentions of grooming and sexualization

people have called me out on how when i was 15, i had a private account where i would tweet out my sexual fantasies about content creators, and that i sexualize them. i admit to this and i sincerely apologize for it. i am trying to refrain from doing that.

i suffer from hypersexuality as a result of the grooming i went through as a kid. i will not go into details, but it was very traumatizing, and affected my view of sexuality severely. it caused me to act more sexual and weird towards the people i admired. apparently, this is a common coping mechanism among victims of grooming, albeit an unhealthy one. i would also like to mention that i was 15, a kid, so i was prone to making mistakes. this is just to explain my behavior, not excuse it.

here’s a link to a page that explains the symptoms of hypersexuality, so you get a better idea of what it’s like

as of right now, i do not use that account anymore. i do not intend to use it for the purpose of dumping my sexual thoughts onto ever again. if you intend to call me out again, please refrain from doing so. i would rather not deal with harassment and am more than willing to talk it out in dms

i truly am very sorry for my past actions and behavior. i want to improve, and am trying my best to, but it is a long process. i hope you understand and forgive me, but if not that’s okay.

if you have more questions, as long as they aren’t too invasive, feel free to dm me.

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